Reactions to my Speech

I have had  a lot of reactions to my disability over the course of my life. when i meet most people they know very quickly something is wrong because as soon as i open my mouth my speech impairment comes out as well as what I’m saying. My speech is not too bad but it does raise questions for people when they first meet me the most common of which is “What on earth did that guy just say?” After a while people do get more used to my voice but the time it takes depends on how often  they are interacting with me.

There are a number of reactions the first is to carry on as it they have understood just what I’ve said. This is annoying because  i can be saying one thing and the other person says something that makes no sense or is not how I expect them to respond. I normally repeat what I say if I think the situation would benefit.

If there are multiple participants in the conversation I can find it hard to get into the conversation  and when I do people can find it very easy to not listen to what i have to say as it is harder for them to catch the content. They tend to ignore me in the least harsh way possible. This is especially true in loud situations like crowds and where there is loud music. I have found myself cut off in a lot of social situations such as clubs and bars where there is loud music playing. This has not stopped me going to them but has meant that I have found it a lot harder socially when I have got there.

I also get the people who just switch off when i talk to them. This is more difficult to deal with as they are just not interested because I can’t talk properly.  These people are rare but they do exist and they annoy me a lot especially when I am going to have to interact with them multiple times.